Sunday, April 15, 2012

Kept playing love like it was just a game...

So I'm late for updating... again... I think... I haven't really been paying it the attention it deserves anyway.
My mouth tastes like cold pizza... I'm not sure how to feel about that.
Not much has gone on. I'm talking to a boy, again. Like I tend to. It's been a lot more fun than I had expected. He has things to add to conversation, and enough wit to at least keep me entertained. I finally re-found my "Center Space" because someone decided to message me on there (It had been months before). I'm not sure how I feel about talking to them though. I'm sort of busy as it is, and they *really* want for me to think that they're interesting. Granted, they may be interesting people, but they're trying a bit too hard. I wonder if I ever come across like that... It's entirely possible.
I'm onto a book called "Naamah's Kiss" which has me pretty enthralled in its own way. I missed the world that Jacqueline Carey created in the Kushiel's Dart Trilogy and this has definitely been scratching that itch.
Well I've been distracted by the outside world again. Now is time for me to drink some water, read some more, and hopefully keep texting with the pretty boy thing.
Wish me luck ^.~
~Naomi Marie

Saturday, April 7, 2012

I might just lose my mind...

So I have again shirked off my duties of writing in this. I could blame it on the fact that my (not exactly) secret blog has been found out by someone. Now It *really* doesn't matter that he found it, I sort of gave him all of the information he needed and it isn't exactly difficult to guess what username I'd have. The reason is more that I've been a mixture of both lazy and busy. It shouldn't be possible but I've managed it somehow.
The common thread in this busy laziness is that I'm growing more and more tired of being around my family. I'm not sure if we'll get the house we're looking at but I *really* hope that we do. All three of us need out something awful.
I've been getting some attention recently. Now I always enjoy the attention. It gives me a smile and a bit of a spring in my step. I just don't know how to go forward with all of it. Generally I'm happy with just flirting and talking and just enjoying the bit of attention I get for the time and carrying on. Only this time, I'm not sure. I want to know more about this person because I've already seen a few masks he wears (he doesn't wear them terribly well >.<) and the glimpses I see seem to add up to an attractive, although unpolished, young man. Trouble is he's not exactly a "young man" at his age. He's technically just supposed to be a man.
Meh... Other than an odd dream and a pretty boy, nothing much has changed though.
Long story short, I need to do some leg work to get/build what I want...
My dreams and a different pretty boy tell me so... Well... I think he's pretty... I think I need more Iced Tea ^.^
~Naomi Marie